FTM Transition: 5 Years on Testosterone Picture/T…: http://youtu.be/HY0Yz5Hce8U
This is the video that changed everything.
Someone liked it on facebook and I watched it with my girlfriend. When I watched it the first time I knew that that was what I wanted. I didn’t think it was possible but seeing him change into who he wanted to be made me realise that I didn’t have to live my life being unhappy, that I could fix it. My girlfriend moved on from watching it pretty quickly but I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I knew I had to talk to her. Later the same day I asked her what she would think if I wanted to do what the boy in the video did and she was so cool about it, she just said she wanted me to be happy and she would love me no matter what. For her its not about gender. I married her on November 4th 2014.
After I saw it I started googling and reading everything I could about being transgender and transitioning and I figured out that it was definitely something I wanted to do. So I starter binding and changing my appearance and experimenting and exploring my masculine side even more and I just felt more and more comfortable. I went to my doctor to start the process.
Watching it now it makes me quite emotional, and I’m still only at the start of my transition, its only been a few months since I saw this for the first time. I think its because it changed it my life, it made me aware of the possibility of being happy with your body and in your skin.
So yeah, I just wanted to share that with you. Sorry this isn’t very well written, I’m writing it on my tablet and I’m just kind of rambling but this was an important video for me so that’s why I’m posting this.